The Horns of a Dilemma

Three hours of sleep last night. Not pretty. Stress and anxiety. Interestingly, it wasn't the Demons of 4:30 in the morning. Because I wasn't in bed until almost 5 a.m. So they paid a visit at 8 a.m. Three hours sleep.

Remember what I said about being ready for a relationship? Such the double-edged sword. Do I just want someone in my corner? That, indeed, is something I feel I don't have right now. But that's not good. I don't trust my instincts.

So we'll see.

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