Schwing!

I am all hot and bothered lately. In an interesting way. On the one hand, I'm looking forward to submitting to Big. In a Big way. On the other hand, I am feeling verrrry much the Sadist lately. I see a hot boy, and I'm imagining whipping him until he's screaming and bloody.

Further contradiction?

I think I see a common thread here.

Y'see, wearing Big's collar has brought it all back to me. Who I am. What I'm about. What I desire. Wearing Big's collar, I know who I am. My Sir has given me the gift of myself. And all the multiplicity that implies.

Sweet.

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